so ,after all my ventings - may this be a more positiv entry !

It#s stranges but all those good days you take as if they were self-evident and when the badies come you think about them ,...zzzzzz

well.this one - I dont know if it'll be a good or bad one - but I dont have to work, so for this fact it's good:)

I hope it will stay fine and I'll bring home all my bacon ....

At the end of March I hope I'll be in London. A friend trys to manage that we can play with our band at the same weekend Kelly's there. so I hope that'll work out !!! (and the trip would be cheaper if we earn some money there ,yeah)

On Feb ,the 9th we play near my homevillage. It's a tiny little place - no air to breath is left when it's full (and it'll burst!!). Got to be prepaired and do some sports before...!!

well, so ,at the moment there's nothing interesting bout my life, just surviving, u know....

this weekend I have my kiddo , that's cool, I remember the time when it broke ,and so I feel very sad when I see in the news sth. bout Brittney Spears. I drove crazy during this time. Suicide and things 've been always with me for a long time. Loosing your own kids is damned hard. And it does not always follow deep reasons or feelings but hard facts. so when my wife and I split I was working and that was enough to decide to give her the kids(and of course she's the mother blabla). For me it felt like 'stolen'. Took long to work up with, and left deep scars..... so be strong lil Brit and dont make too much s***......

mmh...

Wish I could change the world .....
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