I remember it was autumn 2006. I already had a new life, except I was still looking for my new name. but I had no friends. I felt alone and I wanted to go somewhere, to my dream place, east of europe. I wanted to go, but I couldnt. I had plans but not everything goes perfectly well. something was holding me back. I remember that the leaves were falling of the trees. it was getting colder. everything became so beautiful to me. except there was something missing.